Several of my colleagues and many members of this community have already selflessly wasted their precious time in futile attempts to explain to you basic trading concepts (in this topic, in several other topics, and via email).
Trading CFDs without this basic knowledge is quite risky. I suggest you switch to practice/paper trading until you get more familiar with the matter.
Your previous topic was not deleted. It was merged with this topic since they share the same context.
I understand it is hard to deal with losses. However, the way you’ve chosen to do it is immoral. The purpose of this community is to be a friendly, healthy, and productive environment for everyone who wants to learn more or discuss topics related to trading and investing. This is not a place for ultimatums and harassment. We won’t tolerate that.
If you continue abusing the forum, you will be banned.